This forms my post-birthday blog post :) Typically, people write something on these lines when they hit a 'certain' special birthday, mine was no such number but the thought came across and hence it goes in here.
My life seems to be driven by lists most of the time and I wish to list a few realizations that I think have dawned on me in the past few years.
As I see myself add another year around the solar calendar I think about how I have silently been getting on a bit. As much as I think I am really young, to be honest I don't even feel I've crossed being 24 from within, there are some signs that I have collectively noticed that I might be getting on a little bit here and a lil there.
OK, let me not try and make it up like I have totally lost it, coz I haven't. Irrespective of what's happening in my life and what isn't , what I have and what I don't the utmost thing I am looking at is to be happy.
Some things DON'T Change:
-I don't feel my age and this is not just happened now, it's mostly been this way. As much as I think its a great thing for me, for those around you I am expected to behave, be more mature, more responsible and act in a certain way. As much as I would want to see this change in me I have come up resign to the fact that this is how I am going to be. Childish, Stupid or call me whatever.
- I take one day at a time. Pretty much.
-Being funny does not come to me naturally. Love for this to change but sigh!
-Being a good writer, consistent blogger also does not come to me. Plan to keep reading, learning and writing nevertheless. Have started following more blogs and WOWing about how well they are written. Well...lets call it that's my latest hunger now.
-I love watching the neighbour's little kitten walk all around our courtyard, but that does not bring me any closer to having them with me...was not a pet friendly person, may never be one.
- I think I can still be (quite) nice to someone/anyone who has not been pleasant with me (or my parents). I may not think too much about that person but would not let them know.
- I can never give up on food of any kind. If I ever visit Kashi, dear Lord Vishwanatha, accept my apologies in advance, I really cannot give up any food.
- Waking up in the evening after a long afternoon sleep (can't call a long one 'Nap') makes me feel all heavy eyed and irritable.
- Vicks can cure (almost) anything.
- When someone asked me what my hobbies were I used to give the 'rehearsed answer' - reading books, listening to music and travelling. Never had I realised that these would really become such an important thing to me.
Changes & Something to think about:
- I could give up sugar.
- I don't think anything or bother about my height or weight or colour of my skin, if you think about it.... too bad for you.
- I have at least one good friend and I am extremely happy about it. I actually need to do this friend more justice than a few words here.
- I would like to think of me as a fairly strong person. I know I can (almost) comfort me with most issues I have.
- I have come to be my best friend and I enjoy my company as much as being around close family & friends.
I am definitely showing 'some' age here:
- The minute I walked out of a noisy (yeah!) night club, the first thing that I uttered was 'Thank God! It's over!'
- I am upset even before hitting the bed that I would only get 6 hours sleep that night when I hit the bed late and have an early(ish) start the next day.
- A day long wedding has got me all tired and I need 3 days to get over it.
- Too heavy a meal for dinner keeps me bloated and feeling sick all night.
- I don't want to have too much to drink. (you know... alchohol)
Keep the child-likeness in you alive or don't let the enthusiasm die:
- I have always looked up at the sky to see the stars, something about it remains a fantasy
- To always greet a person with a hi so bright that it lights up the other's day. Doesn't matter how long it has been that you have seen them, how close they are to you....it's the greeting that matters.
- When I see something new, a place, a thing,a sight I became a lil kid in one instance - look at it, ' alli nodu' is what I utter pointing at that whatever irrespective of where I am.
Don't know what's in store for me for the year(s) to come, I wanted to record a few things that cross my mind most often and that's what you see up here. Some of you might also think.....what a whole lot of crap... but well....as the intelligent man once said....
“Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance, you must keep moving.”
― Albert Einstein
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